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My music life-if I were living it- I'd be playing guitar every day, finishing all those songs, starting new ones, building an online presence, investing in copywriting and licensing and Logic and a new computer...

My barbie life- if I were living it- I'd turn the basement into a film studio and craft center, and finish all the shit I got going half way.  I'd set up the Flake & Diva set permanently so I could film every little idea, and have other sets for other videos and not have to strike the flake &diva set... I'd set up the sewing machine and learn how to use it once and for all, and make all kinds of stuff, use up all that fabric... set up another camera behind the camera to film real behind the scenes footage... I'd buy an actual camera instead of using my phone...

My astrology life- if I were living it- I'd be making videos in the defense of astrology, explaining the value and showing people how to actually use it for themselves, and selling my product, and maybe writing a book, maybe taking clients, maybe start a podcast

My home owner life- if I were living it- I'd be fixing up the house, and cleaning up the yard and preparing the garden beds, setting up the squirrel houses, fixing the fence, moving the greenhouses, planning the stage... getting rid of all the stuff, selling stuff... I could film home shopping network style videos and infomercials for my products and services...

My weight loss journey- if I were really living it- I'd be filming myself working out, cooking, shopping and journaling my progress, giving my tips and explaining what ive learned about how sugar and carbs make me feel, discuss my lifestyle changes, fasting, my strict diet... I could even do another cookbook...

Maybe I should be filming myself right now, typing this on my laptop on a pillow in my lap as I sit up in bed, joint in my mouth, crying, butthurt, hating my haterz... this is the show, right here.